Duke, Haven, Audrey

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Hey guys, 

I know I'm never online, and I rarely post, so if you'd prefer to disregard, I understand. 

This is a link: http://www.gofundme.com/i7fcg
to Go Fund Me.org 
:) 
I think it's pretty awesome they make websites like this. I'm a person who's kind of stuck. I have no way of getting out of where I am, even though I'm working, with the costs of gas and bills and everything else, it's almost impossible for me to save up, and I don't make that much. It's such a frustrating situation. 

So, if you wouldn't mind reposting the link/sharing it with people, I'd appreciate it. If you'd like to donate, I will love you forever. 
Duke, Haven, Audrey

Happy New Year (a couple weeks late)


Pick up the nearest book to you. Turn to page 45. The first sentence describes your sex life in 2012.
"And he was gone"
(Just After Sunset - Stephen King)


'Honestly... meme'

Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now?
It's dark blue. 

Honestly, what's on your mind?
That I should be going to sleep. And that I have loads I want to do in the next two days. 

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Laying in bed. Pretending to try to fall asleep. 

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Absolutely. :3

Honestly, did you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequilla?
I don't know what that is, and I don't want to know what it is. 

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
Being with my "brothers". My friend, Jess. My..."friend" Phil. 

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes. 

Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
Hmm...yes, I suppose. Don't we all?

Honestly, are you an honest person?
That's a tough one. I guess the answer is no. Sometimes I just can't tell the truth, even if I wanted to. 

Honestly, what are you addicted to?
Facebook. Chocolate. The comfort of my bed. 

Honestly, where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Dead, mostly. But, pretending I'm alive, I see myself...somewhere else. Happy. 

Honestly who was your last text from?
Jeff. 

Honestly, what are you sick of?
My mother, most of the time. And my job. 

Honestly, what do you want right now?
Money. Or an all expense paid trip to Canada. 

Honestly, would you use family connections to get a job?
Yes, if I had family connections. 

Honestly, are you desperate?
Hmmm....no. I'm not. 

Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
My mother. And probably other people, for being nice. 

Honestly, have you ever stabbed a friend in the back?
Never. 

Honestly, have you ever lied to a boyfriend to get out of something?
No, I haven't actually. That's probably more to do with not really having a boyfriend to lie to. 

Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
I'm trying. I'm definitely getting there. 

Honestly, what makes you mad?
Sooo many things. My mother, primarily. She's becoming too much to handle. 

Honestly, what is your greatest fear?
Not enjoying my life before I die. Not experiencing all the wonders my life has to offer. 

Honestly, do you lie to people?
Yeah, mostly I do. I'm working on that. 

Honestly, are you annoying to people?
I think I am, but apparently I'm not. 

Honestly, what would you do if you walked in on your boyfriend/ girlfriend cheating?
I think I would just blank out. Just completely shut down. Probably start crying and run away. 

Honestly, would you rather save your family member or 1000 strangers?
I'd rather save them both, probably. But if it's only one family member...it depends which one it is. 

Honestly, what religion do you find most annoying?
In general, Christianity. More specific, Catholicism. 

Honestly, are you a "relationship person"?
I have no idea. 

Honestly, if you can have one superpower what would it be?
I think I would love to fly. Either that or be able to transport myself ANYWHERE in the world. 

Honestly, Who is the last person you hugged?
Hmm...probably my mother. 

Honestly, if you could go back 3 months and change something would you?
Three months...would put us in November. Nope, I wouldn't change a thing. 

Honestly, who is making you laugh right now?
At this precise moment, no one. In general, Phil. He has the power to completely cheer me up when I'm down. 

Stole these from nickeldreams


Duke, Haven, Audrey

BAD Internet Laws Heading Your Way

Originally posted by write_light at BAD Internet Laws Heading Your Way

From the flist: 



Spread the word, even you're not a US citizen, it is important for everyone!! It easy to do and it can change everything. More info by clicking on the banner.

Website Blocking

The government can order service providers to block websites for infringing links posted by any users.

Risk of Jail for Ordinary Users

It becomes a felony with a potential 5 year sentence to stream a copyrighted work that would cost more than $2,500 to license, even if you are a totally noncommercial user, e.g. singing a pop song on Facebook.

Chaos for the Internet

Thousands of sites that are legal under the DMCA would face new legal threats. People trying to keep the internet more secure wouldn't be able to rely on the integrity of the DNS system.


Read this analysis from boing-boing.net

Get on the phone and call your representative. Express your disapproval. Tell him or her exactly how you feel, and that you don't support this. Tell your friends to call their representatives, their Congressperson, and complain. Mention that you are a registered voter that takes your civic responsibility seriously and that you will use that vote to express your feelings about this.

http://www.rollcall.com/issues/57_60/Internet-Companies-Boost-Hill-Lobbying-210345-1.html?pos=olobh

“We support the bill’s stated goals — providing additional enforcement tools to combat foreign ‘rogue’ websites that are dedicated to copyright infringement or counterfeiting,” the Internet companies wrote in Tuesday’s letter. “Unfortunately, the bills as drafted would expose law-abiding U.S. Internet and technology companies to new uncertain liabilities, private rights of action and technology mandates that would require monitoring of websites.”  The chamber-led coalition in support of the bill includes Walmart, Eli Lilly & Co. and Netflix.

Google and other opponents of the legislation argue that restricting the Internet in the U.S. sets a bad international precedent and that the language defines infringing too broadly.


Duke, Haven, Audrey

Writer's Block: Bone-chilling birthday wishes

It's Stephen King's birthday! Who is your favorite character from one of his books?
This is a tough one to answer...because I absolutely adore Stephen King! 

I think right now my favorite is Rosie McClendon, from Rose Madder, because that was the book I most recently read and finished. I am currently reading Salem's Lot...so I might have a new favorite. 

It would make my life complete if I could meet Stephen King. Seriously. 


Duke, Haven, Audrey

:P Stoleeeeen

Stolen from  <3 banana7pancakes. 

 A
Whats your AGE?: Just turned twenty. 
Whats your favorite ANIMAL?: Cats, giraffes, dinosaurs and penguins. 
Do you like APPLES?: I like yellow apples. 

B
What time do you go to BED?: When I'm tired usually. Lately around 3am or 4am. 
Do you have a BOYFRIEND?: <3 not officially but.... :3
Do you like the color BLUE?: Perrrdy. 
Have you ever had BRACES?: Not ever. 
When’s the last time you ate BACON?: I only eat turkey bacon on the rare occasion I eat bacon. I don't know when I last ate it. 

C
What kind of CAR do you drive?: Ford Explorer, but it's in need of a battery or something. 
Who’s the last person to CALL you?: Eh....Katrina? but it was an accident. 
Do you like to go CAMPING?: I can't remember. It's been such a long time. 
Can you do a CARTWHEEL?: I used to be able to...I haven't tried in many many years. 

D
What’s the last thing you had to DRINK?: Some green tea. <3
What DAY is it?: It is Monday
Do you DYE your hair?: Yes. 

E
What did you last EAT?: I just ate some kind of heavenly crisp by Skinny Cow. It was tasty. 
How do you like your EGGS?: I'm not too into eggs. I like them scrambled I guess. 
Are you currently EMPLOYED?: I
What color are your EYES?: Grey/green/blue. LOL.

F
Do you have a FACEBOOK?: Mmhmm. Hardly use it though. Kinda want to use it more, otherwise I'll probably delete my account soon.
Who is your best FRIEND?: I don't really have one. 
Do you watch FAMILY GUY?: Not really. 
Where are you FROM?: Florida. X_X
What’s your FAVORITE FOOD?: Pizza, chimichangas, lasagna...I like a lot of foods. 

G
Are you a GIRL or GUY?: Girl....?
What's something you think is really GROSS?: Pork, rude ignorant people, touching rotting things. 
Have you ever held a GUN?: Not a real one. 
What's your GRANDMA’S name?: Uhm....I don't know. 

H
Do you like HORROR movies?: I love horror movies. 
Have you ever ridden a HORSE?: Nope. 
Have you ever been to HAWAII?: No.
What color is your HAIR?: Black and a bit of red. 

I
Whats the best flavor of ICE CREAM?: I like all kinds. 
Have you seen the movie IT?: YESSSSSSS
When’s the last time you felt ILL?: Like...friday. 
Have you ever been to IOWA?: No

J
Have you ever JUMPED on a trampoline?: Mhmmmm. 
Do you know a person named JOHN?: He's a manager at my store. 
Whats your favorite flavor of JELLY?: Blackberry JAM or preserves. Not jelly. 

K
Have you ever seen a KANGAROO?: No.
Who was the last person you KISSED?: Chris. <3
Do you know anyone named KIM?: ...no
Who is the KINDEST person you know?: ...Uhm...Jessica. 

L
Are you in LOVE?: ....yes?  
Have you ever been LOST?: eh. not really.
When’s the last time you shaved your LEGS?: Yesterday

M
Whats your MOM’S name?: Linda
How often do you wear MAKEUP?: Most of the time. 
Is your room MESSY?: Disaster area. 
How much MONEY do you have on you?: Nothing, because  I'm in my pjs. 

N
Do you own any NIKE shoes?: No
What color are your NAILS?: my toes are all different colors. Teal, purple, yellow, pink. :)
Is your NOSE pierced?: Nope

O
Is OCTOBER your favorite month?: It's one of them. 
Have you ever seen an OCTOPUS?: Only at an aquarium. 

P
Can you PLAY any instruments?: I'm learning the ukulele
What kind of PIE is your favorite?: Pumpkin, but I'm allergic. 
Do you have any PIERCINGS?: Two in each ear.
Do you like PEACHES?: Yepppp
How many PILLOWS do you sleep with?: ...5?
Do you like the color PURPLE?: Yessss

Q
Are you getting tired of QUESTIONS?: Not really. 
Can you name a famous QUEEN?: Bloody Mary Tudor. 
Is it QUIET where you are?: Yes

R
Do you write with your RIGHT hand?: Yes.
Is it RAINING?: No
Have you ever seen the RUGRATS?: No.
What’s the last thing you READ?: Uhm...I read.......something. 

S
Are you wearing SOCKS?: No.
What color SHIRT are you wearing?: Black
What did you last cut with SCISSORS?: my bangs. 
What’s your favorite SMELL?: Christmas, cookies baking, Chris, roses, peaches, rainy days.
What’s your favorite part about SUMMER?: ...I  don't really have one. 
Does it SNOW where you live?: Never. 
What STATE do you live in?: Florida. 
Are you SHORT?: Ish

T
Do you have a TRAMPOLINE?: Not anymore. 
What TIME is it?: 11:32pm
Do you have any TALENTS?: Singing, playing cards...other things. 
What’s on your TABLE in the room you’re in?: Water bottle, vase, my mom's stuff. 

U
What does your UMBRELLA look like?: It's purple with flowers on it. 
What color UNDERWEAR are you wearing?: they're blue?
Have you ever ridden on a UNICYCLE?: Never. 

V
Can you play the VIOLIN?: I wish

W
WHO was last at your house besides the ones you live with?: Chris, when he picked me up, but he didn't come inside. 
WHAT room are you in?: The living room.
WHERE did you last go to besides your house?: Bank. 

X
Ever played the XYLOPHONE?: Yes. 
Have you ever had any X-RAYS?: Dental

Y
What’s the nearest YELLOW object in the room you’re in?: lamp.
What YEAR is it?: 2011.
Who did you last YELL at?: Uhm....my car?  

Z
When’s the last time you went to the ZOO?: I don't remember. 
Do you have any ZITS?: Not right now. 
Do you like ZEBRAS?: Sure.
Do you know what ZINC looks like?: no?
Can you count backwards from 100 to ZERO?: Yes. Can't everyone?
Are your pants ZIPPED?: Yes
Duke, Haven, Audrey

:) Meme times again.

MEMES! Stolen from nickeldreams 

 How do you like your steak?
-Medium-rare. :D

What are your favorite TV shows?
-Hmm...Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Community, How I Met Your Mother, Primeval, Haven, The Big Bang Theory, Psych, Castle and...that's about it. 

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
-Uhm...England probably. 

What did you have for breakfast?
- I had a turkey sammich. 

What foods do you dislike?
- I don't like pork, peas, and most fish. 

What are your favorite clothes?
-I really like leggings and long blouses. I also have a thing for sweaters. :)

Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- Italy, Greece, San Francisco, and New Orleans. 

Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
- Completely devoid of moisture. :3

Where would you want to retire?
-...I don't care. 

Favorite time of day?
- I don't really have one. Lately I guess around 2 in the afternoon, because it's still early and I still have the whole day ahead to do...well, nothing. 

Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Night. I don't really like mornings. 

Do you have any pets?
- 3 indoor cats, 1 dog, 4 outside cats. 

What did you want to be when you were little?
-A doctor, a cop, a medical examiner, a librarian, a florist, a ballerina and a princess. :)

What is your best childhood memory?
-...playing with my imaginary friends. 

WHERE IS 29?
- Between 28 and 30 usually. 

Always wear your seat belt?
-Yes. 

Any pet peeves?
- Disrespectful people, guys who curse in front of girls without seeing if they mind or not, people who pronounce fine as foine. Guys who walk in front of girls, by which I mean stepping directly in front of them, I dunno how to tell you. People who cannot type in English, people who cannot use grammar. :D I have so many I'll stop now. 

Favorite Pizza Toppings?
- Pineapple and Mushrooms. 

Favorite ice cream?
-I love blue bell ice cream. <3 I like their Banana Split, and Tropical Dream...and plain vanilla. 

How many times did you fail your drivers license test?
- I passed on the first try. 

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
-Ebay! :D

What was your favorite vacation?
- To Anna Maria, or perhaps my school trip to Spain and Portugal. 

What are you listening to right now?
-  How I Met Your Mother. 

What is/are your favorite color(s)?
- Green.

Coffee Drinker?
- Oh so much. :D 

AND ANOTHER MEME! :D

How did you come to start your LJ?
My parents were pushing me to keep a journal. :) 

How did you find your first friends?
Through friending memes for Sailor Moon and Scrubs I believe. 

Are those first friends still on your FL?
Not really. I mean, they're not active anymore.

How long have you been on LJ?
Oh man...a LONG time. 

Do you have more friends or communities on your FL?
Communities. 

What do you like in an LJ friend?
Somebody I can talk to, who will at least get me a little. :) .

What do you dislike?
People who don't comment or reply to your comments.

What would make you un-friend someone immediately?
I....don't know. 

Have you been caught up in a lot of LJ drama?
Nope. 

Do RL friends and family members know you have a journal on LJ?
Yes. Do they care? no. :D

Do you also have Facebook and if so, what do you prefer – LJ or FB?
FB

What about Twitter?
I use it. Rarely. 

Do you blog on any other sites?
Tumblr. 

How often do you check in on LJ?
Pretty much every day. 

What do you rarely or never post about?
Fandoms. :/ I just don't have that excitement about being a fan anymore. .

Why don’t you post about that?
I just said. 

Have you ever thought about deleting your journal?
Yes. 

Have you ever changed your username?
No. 

Why did you choose your current username?
This was my Sailor Moon nickname. I was obsessed with Sailor Stars...and created my own persona. 

If you’re looking for new friends, how do you find them?
Friending memes. :) 

Are you taking new people on to your Friends List just now?
Sure!

Finally, tell us the reasons why you keep an online journal.
...if I didn't put it here, no one would ever know. 





 
Duke, Haven, Audrey

Reminiscing...

First off, my apologies. I've kind of turned to Tumblr for RL journal posting, mostly because LJ rarely works for me lately. 

 I’ve been thinking about a lot of things. Remembering a lot of things. I keep thinking about when I was little. Everything was…oddly, the same.

I’ve changed a lot over the years, and I do mean a LOT. I feel that I’ve come almost full circle and I’m back to being myself again. I like thinking I’m becoming more of the person I used to be than the person I saw myself becoming.

I recently finished reading a book called The Center of Everything. I finished it and just want to start crying. Not because I’m sad about anything in particular, just because. I think every person needs someone to rely on. I think the most amazing feeling must be to have someone who will just be there for you, no matter what it is that happened, trivial or not, who will just hold you when you cry. That’s what I want. Silly, I know, but it’s still what I want.

I used to write. Actually write things. Deeply emotional and moving things. Poetry, short stories, etc. Now I can’t seem to get there. It’s like a wall has been thrown up between myself and the connection between the words and the feelings. I can’t write anything nowadays. I write these ridiculous blog-things. I wrote 6 pages in a yellow legal pad the other day, and I can’t use it.

My mind has gone dull, like it’s been asleep for so long and can’t quite figure out how to do everything again.

I went to see a doctor the other day, to talk to him about my headaches. When I told how long they usually last and how long they’ve been going on he looked at me like I was crazy. He told me I needed to get a CT scan of my brain done. As soon as possible. He prescribed me some pain medication for when the headaches get bad. I’ve had this feeling for years and years that there was something wrong with my head. I had this fogginess, this fuzziness when I try to think sometimes. I’ve been saying since I was roughly ten years old I was going to die by either a brain aneurysm or a brain tumor. Now I think I’ve been right.

Just to be clear, I’m not trying to sound all depressing or anything, it’s not something I’m afraid of or anything like that…it’s just very interesting to me.

I used to get incredibly strong feelings about people and things and events, and I always relied on my feelings when it came to making decisions and people I talked to. I didn’t make friends easily, or even want to talk to people most of the time, and my mother said I was being ridiculous. She said I had bad feelings about everyone. That I can’t rely on my feelings, because they’re always the same. So I stopped trusting myself. Completely. I second guessed every thought that came into my head. Every feeling I had about someone, I would ignore it. I would go against what my inner self was screaming to do.

Now I see how detrimental that was to do. I should never have given up on myself like that. It’s harder to hear myself now. Harder to make my own decisions about things. I always need someone else’s input. I can’t even get my own damn hair cut without someone else’s approval. It’s ridiculous. Absurd.

So, now, with my birthday coming up, and me turning twenty years old this year…which is a terrifying thought in and of itself, I’m going to try to make my own decisions about things. I’ll do what I feel is right, and not rely on what other people say. I’ll try to trust my instincts and trust myself.

This way, if I get hurt or something goes wrong, I will have nothing to blame but myself. Which I think will be healthy.
Duke, Haven, Audrey

Depressing meme is DEPRESSING

 Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
-Yes. Very much so. :)

Does anyone call you baby?
-Not ever. 

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
-I really have. 

Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly?
-No. Not at all. 

Are you shy or outgoing?
-I'm more shy than outgoing.

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?
-Yes. 

Have you made a mistake this past week?
-Yes.

Will this weekend be a good one?
-Not so far. 

Is your room clean?
-Not at all. Going to begin cleaning it soon. 

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
-Best friend. Not that I have one, but I don't really like being in a group. 

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
-Eh. No. 

What do you think about girls who smoke cigarettes?
-I  don't really care. 

Are you drunk?
-No. 

Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their girlfriend/ boyfriend for you?
-God I hope not. 

If someone liked you right now, what would you do?
-I'm hoping someone does right now...but I keep losing it, so who knows how that's going to go. 

Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don't talk to at all?
-Yeah.

Do you smoke?
-Cigars. 

Do you listen to your friends when they tell you a boy or girl is bad for you?
-They don't tell me that. I don't talk to people about things like that. 

When was the last time you cried and why?
-Today. I was told I have to get a CT scan for my headaches, as soon as possible. 

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
-Yes. 

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
- God, I hope not. 

What do you find most attractive about the opposite sex?
- Smile, hair, eyes...oh so many things. 

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
-  Eh. I guess. I  don't feel like smiling. 

Are you a jealous person?
-  I can be. 

Do you believe in love?
-Yes. .

Does anyone like you?
-I hope so. I can't tell. I'm probably pushing him away anyhow. 

Are you a stressed out person?
-Always. 

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
-Yes.

Do you listen to songs about drugs?
-I  probably have. 

Do you believe in second chances?
-Yes. 

Would you rather hear the painful truth or a happy lie?
- Eh....if I  needed to hear the truth. 

What really irritates you?
-My life. Money. My job. Oh so many things. 

Is there someone you're attracted to?
-Yes. In real life. 

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
-No. 

Yes or no: eyebrow piercings?
-No

Yes or no: thongs for men?
-....o.o no. 

Which do you think is worse: ear aches or tooth aches?
-Tooth. My tooth hurts terribly, and I've had earaches before...

Kissed someone who's name started with an M, A, N or S?
-....>.> yes.  Ew. 

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew?
-No. 

Are you mad about anything?
- eh....yes. Kind of. 

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
- I hope so. Why is this so depressing?

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
- Uhm...Thursday. 

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
-No. 

Do you think it’s right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
-I don't care if anyone gets their tongues pierced. 

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
-Never.

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
-HAAA  no. 

What gets in your way of your sleeping?
-Heat. 

When's the next time you will see the person you like?
-Tomorrow, I'm hoping. 

Can you handle the truth?
-Yeah. 

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
-Not even a little. 

What was the last book you read?
-I'm currently reading The Center of Everything. 

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
-My mom. 

Do you like yourself?
-...depends....

Are you an emotional person?
-Yes. terribly so. 

Does anyone know your facebook password?
-I think not. 

Does your Facebook password have anything to do with a boy?
-No.

Are you a girly girl?
- Sometimes. 

Straight or curly hair?
-I  prefer curly, but I have like...wavy. 

Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Yes. 

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
-More likely than not, I would like him too. 

If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine, would you do it?
-What?  Am I  being held hostage by Charlie Sheen? 

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
-Not really. 

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
-Eh...I don't know. 

Are you shy?
-Yeah, I can be. 

Do you trust people easily?
-No. 

Do you hate it when people use bad grammar?
-Yes

Is there anything you should be worried about?
-Mhmmmmmm. 

Are you currently wanting any tattoos or piercings?
-Yes. 

What kind of mood are you in?
-I'm wiped, and I'm sad. 

Was your last kiss a regret?
-Not even at all. 

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
-....I don't know. I hope not.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset?
-Not really. 

Do you think your life's hard?
-Yes. 

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
-I've never had anyone say that to me. 

If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
-...unfortunately I think I might. 

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
-Just mi madre. 

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an D?
-Noooo

Do you want to please everyone?
-Yes. It's terrible. 

Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Kind of. Yes. 

If you found out your best friend was smoking, would you be disappointed?
-No. My friend does smoke. 

What does your current Facebook status mean?
-It means exactly what it says. I donated blood for the first time today. 

Three days from now this time, where will you be?
-I'll be home probably. 

Do you smoke weed everyday?
-No. 

Have you ever had a really big fight with your best friend?
-Yes. 

What was the last thing that confused you?
-Life. 

Do you care deeply about others?
-Some people. 

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
-Yes. 

Do you like the rain?
-I love it. 

who is the person that first stole your heart?
-...not that he was aware, Eric. 

do you love them?
-I did. Not now. 

since when?
-I stopped loving him after he went into the air force, and stopped talking with me. 

why her/him?
-He was smart, funny, gorgeous. Had amazing hair, amazing eyes....and he was tall. 

have they ever hurt you?
- Not purposely. 

Are you in a current love situation?
- Love?  God, I'm pathetic. I am falling for someone. 

Do you trust your mother with everything?
-Not everything.

Have you ever been so drunk that there is still things you cannot remember to this day?
-Not ever. 

Do you miss an old relationship?
-Friendships, sure. 

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
-  We made out for...a while during a movie...then in his car....:)

Have you had sex in the last 14 days?
-Nope. 

Would it break your heart if you found out you had been cheated on?
-Maybe. 

If you could be a virgin again, would you take the chance?
-n/a.

Whats one thing you do that annoys others?
-I don't know. 

Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love with?
- He's in love with someone else, and he's in the air force far far far away. 

When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-Fast and incredibly hard. 

Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
-Uhm...sometimes...?

What would you do if a crazy bitch ran at you with a knife?
-Scream?  


Do you remember who you had a crush on in the year 7?
-The year 7?  I don't even know what that means. 

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
- I hope so. 

Is love really worth fighting for?
-I  hope so. 

What is something you wish you had more of?
-Money

Have you ever trusted someone too much?
-Yes. 

Does sex mean love?
-No.

Can you commit to one person?
-Yes. 

Have a crazy side?
-Yes. 

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
-....someone who makes me feel amazing. 

Has someone ever told you they were in love with you and meant it?
-Never happened. 

What's it like between you and your current crush?
- It's fun. It's like we've known each other for a long time. Or at least, it is for me. 

Something funny you've done in the past week?
- Uhm....went to the Oz read through?  

How many people have you had feelings for this year?
- One. 

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
-Yes

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
-Uhm...I don't think so. 

Where is the person you have feelings for?
- I don't know. 

Do you still pinky promise?
-I haven't in a loooong time. 

Last time you were called beautiful?
- My mom said I looked beautiful this morning. 

Person to make you smile in the morning?
-...eh. 

Start off with the typical, are you single?
-...you do realize this is one of the last questions, yes?

Do you have trust issues?
-Yes.

Do you feel like you have life figured out?
-Not even a little.
Duke, Haven, Audrey

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 The RULES
1) Comment to this and (if you want) I will give you 3 (fictional) people.
2) Post this meme to your LJ with your answers.
3) Provide pictures/text descriptions and the names of the 3 people.
4) Label whom you would shag, marry and (push down a) cliff

So, I was given Spencer Reid, Marshall Erikson, and Connor Temple by [info]dcfc_rule.
Yes, she is evil. :3

I guess I'll take on the pushing off the cliff...

But, I have my reasons!! I adore Reid. I love love love him.  But, of all my choices, I think he's the only one I could kill off, and then only if his mental status took a turn for the worst. 

The one I would marry:
 
 He is amazing. I adore him. I would totally marry him. I think he would be the best husband. 
 
And now, without further ado ( ado of any kind)
the one I would, as you put it, shag. :D 
 
Enough said. *swoon*
Duke, Haven, Audrey

Meme time. :P

Snagged from le nickeldreams 

Spell your name without vowels:
Chlsy Lnn

Are you single?
Da. But maybe not for long...:)

Whats your favorite number?
7 or 14

What color do you wear most?
Black, blue, maybe green? and pink

Least favorite color?
Orange. It does nothing for me. 

What are you listening to?
Nearly Witches - Panic! at the Disco

What do you smoke?
I smoke cigarillos from time to time. 

Are you happy with your life right now?
Well...in a way yes and no. :) I don't have enough money and have small hopes of getting enough...so in that respect, no. 

Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
I had a customer come in and tell me I looked like Ugly Betty. >.>

What is your favorite class in school?
When I was in school it was a tie between World History, Economics and Psychology.

Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?
No. Ew. 

How do you make money?
I work part time at a grocery store. I also occasionally sell things on ebay. 

Where do did you go to school?
LOL home. 

Are you outgoing?
Kinda? Apparently more so than I thought. 

One word to describe you?
Judge-y. 

Favorite pair of shoes?
I love...my flip flops and my Alice in Wonderland shoes. :D 

Do you own big sunglasses?
Not anymore. I have some normal sized BRIGHT red sunglasses. B)

Where do you wish you were right now?
Right this instant I wish I was back at the library...>.>

Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
Yes. Definitely. <3

WHO WAS THE LAST TO
1. Make you mad? Uhmm...bitch at Wal Mart yesterday

2. See you cry? Uhm...my mom...two days ago. 

3. Have sex with? ....>.> What?  No. 

4. Have dinner with you? My mom. 

5. Made you laugh? Yesterday...a guy I met. 

6. Held your hand? Uhhh....? My nephew? Dante?


WOULD YOU RATHER
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose...but gross. 

2. Be serious or be funny? I makes jokes all the time. I think people need to smile and laugh more. But actually I'm a rather serious person...

3. Drink whole or skim milk? Skim masquerading as whole. :D Yummm

4. Die in a fire or drown? uhm....neither. I'm serious. Those are my two phobic deaths. 

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parent. I do most of the time anyway. 


DO YOU PREFER
1. Flowers or candy? Flowers. :D

2. Gray or black? Black. 

3. Color or black & white photos? I read photos as potatoes at first....>.> 
Black and White. 

4. Lust or love? Well, obviously love. 

5. M&Ms or Skittles? M&M's but that's 'cause I'm in a chocolatey mood. I love Skittles. Especially the red ones. :)

6. Staying up late or waking up early? During the summer I'm up all night. I hate mornings, but I can handle getting up early. Winter: It's really hard to stay up late. 


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you love anyone? My mother. Cory. Chris. Dante. Tiffany. Erica. That's about it.

2. Do they know it? I think they do. 


THIS OR THAT
1. Sun or moon? Moon. Always the moon. 

2. Winter or Fall? Winter. I love fall too though. 

3. Left or right? Left.

4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy rainy rainy. 

5. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate. 


ABOUT YOU
1. What time is it? 1:03 pm. 

2. Name? Chelsey

3. Nickname: C, Chels, Charles. 

4. What is your birth date? May 20

5. What do you want to be? a teacher. And rich enough to get out of this hell. 

6. Where do you want to live ? Seattle!! :D 

7. How many kids do you want? I don't think I want kids. But maybe 2. 

8. You want to get married? Ideally. But it doesn't have to happen. 


UNIQUE
1. Nervous habit? I scratch the skin on my thumbs when I'm nervous, and I chew on my lips. Or pick off nail polish if I'm wearing any. And I constantly straighten my bangs when I'm nervous. :P

2. Are you double jointed? No. 

3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes? .

4. Can you wear girl pants and look good? I'm a girl, so sure...?

5. Can you cross your eyes? Si! 

6. Do you make your bed daily? No. Never. 


RANDOM
1. Which shoe goes on first? Right foot. 

2. What is your shoe size? 9/9 1/2 / 10

3. Ever thrown one at someone? My cat? 

4. Who do you hate the most right now? Well...I'm not answering this. 

5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl

6. Have you ever eaten spam? *Death* no. 

7. What's your favorite beverage? Tea. Unsweet tea. 

8. Do you cook? All the time. 


IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU
3. Been hugged: Yep. 

4. Felt stupid: Always. Where did 1 & 2 go? Did you kill them?

5. Missed someone: Right now. 

6. Danced: Yesterday. 

7. Lied: All the time. 

8. Snuck out of the house: No. 


RED
1. Closest red thing to you? My book Horns by Joe Hill. 

2. Last thing to make you angry? Stupid bitch at Wal Mart. 

3. Do you have a temper? Mhmmm...

4. Are you a fan of romance?  So much. 


ORANGE
1. Do you like to burn things? YESSSSSS

2. Dress up for Halloween? Several different costumes. 

3. Are you usually a warm-hearted person? Uhm...sure. 

4. Do you have anything against redheaded people? Gingers! lol no. I don't care. 

5. Are you usually full of energy? No. Sometimes though....

YELLOW
1. Closest yellow thing to you? A yellow legal pad, my curtain has yellow hearts on it and the stars I stuck on my wall. 

2. The happiest time of your life? I went to Anna Maria island with an amazing friend, I went to Spain and Portugal with a bunch of people I'd never met before. 

3. Favorite holiday? Christmas and Halloween. 

4. Are you a coward? Probably. I don't know. 

5. Do you burn or tan? I burn but sometimes it turns into a tan. .


GREEN
1. Closest green thing to you? My pillow-case. 

2. Do you care about the environment? Yes.

3. Are you jealous of anyone right now? No. 

4. Are you a lucky person? I'm a very unlucky person. 

5. Do you always want what you can't have? Sometimes...

6. Do you like being outdoors? Yes, but not when it's too hot. 

7. Are you Irish? A little bit. 


BLUE
1. Closest blue thing to you? My mattress and my pillow case.

2. Are you good at calming people down? Eh....sometimes.

3. Do you like the sea? I love it. 

4. What was the last thing that made you cry and when? Don't want to talk about it. Thanks. 

5. Are you a logical thinker? I think so...

6. Can you sleep easily? Not at all. 


PURPLE
1. Last purple thing you saw? My shirt. :P

2. Like being treated to expensive things? I've never had that happen, so sure?

3. Do you like mysterious things? Yes. 

4. Favorite type of chocolate? Dark. Or Milk. 

5. Ever met anyone in royalty? No.

6. Are you creative? Yes. Very much. 


PINK
1. Closest pink thing to you? An organizational container thing next to me. 

2. Do you like sweet things? Yes

3. Like play-fighting? Eh....

4. Are you sensitive? I can be. 

5. Do you like music? I LOVE music. 


WHITE
1. Closest white thing to you? night stand. 

2. Would you say you're innocent? No.

3. Good at keeping the peace? Eh...sometimes. 

4. How do you imagine your wedding? HUGE. :D

5. Do you like to play in the snow? I've never even really seen snow. 

6. Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentist? Dentist yes. Doctors...I don't really care. 

BLACK
1. Closest black thing to you? My keyboard. 

2. Ever enjoy hurting people? No?!

3. Are you sophisticated or silly? Both. 

4. Would you like to go to space? No.

5. Do you have a lot of secrets? Yes.

6. What is your favorite color? Green, purple and pink. 

7. Does the color you wear affect your mood? Not really.